Look, if you had one shot, one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted
In one moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip

-- Eminem (Loose yourself)

I think I will go capture it now... ;)

I like the line "Success is my only mothafuckin option, failure's not" in the "Loose Yourself" song of Eminem. Thumbs up Eminem, you're my mothafuckin GURU. :)

Yesterday, when I was about to finish my office day with a smile, something just pissed me off so badly that I could feel the heat around my ears when I was in the bus. All along I had this stupid notion in me that people are born to help other people out. Other people who you don't even know much. I had this beliefe that if I continue to do that then that makes me a better person. Well, at least I got myself convinced that there is no harm doing that. But, today I realised that may be I should not help them unconditionally. Maybe, I should use them. Or, on the other hand, maybe I should not at all expect that I would get something in return from them. But, all I wanted was a little gratitude, a little acknowledgement from them which would make them more humane than ever. Later, I got to realise that maybe its supposed to be in this way. In the path of mysterious life you and me will be helping others all the time. Maybe, we were born with this f*cken quality of helping others without f*cken expecting anything in return.

Just realised that I have to take control of my own life. Somehow, this fooking life is treating me null. Every now and then I get deprived of everything that I want in my life. If I scream and say "NOT FAIRRRR", that s*it just keeps coming back at me. Rambling, ain't I? Well, this place supposed to be for rambling around. ".tihs ym ,ekil tnod uoy fi kcid ym kcus nac uoy oS".

Just finished installing, configuring and updating the new windows in my laptop. Phewww, that was one tidious job that I hate. But, didn't have any choice. 'Cause the lappy was full of garbage and it was getting the famous "Microsoft Blue Screen of DEATH" too often. Now, have to start the 2nd phase, installing the programs I need regularly. I think I will do that after a hot bath and some rest and of course with a hot cup of coffee. Till then, Adios folks.