Stupid me!!! Always fall for the most common traps that people prepare for me. I thought I was wanted, I thought I was welcomed cause they really meant it. But, as usual its not that. "Selfish reason" is always a factor if someone calls you and invites you.

Maybe, I am paranoid. But, if you get to realise that people want something from you and thats the reason they are welcoming you then what do you do? Do you just be honest and slap the truth on their face or you tactically prove it to him/her that "it aint't right to use people"? You don't have to give me an answer.

But, think about it. How many of your friends are real friends? How many of your real friends are doing something for you thinking of nothing in return? I mean the thought of getting something in return did not even cross their mind when they want you around. I find a few, in fact I can't count after 2/3.

Maybe I was expecting from the wrong kinda friends. Or, maybe I am unlucky to get aquinted with these kinda friends. Maybe, I don't see the bright side of it. Maybe, I am too passimistic to judge the good side of it.

Call me anything you like, but I still would prefer those friends who give themselves for you 'cause they feel it in their heart that they are your frineds. If the number of these kinda friend is "One", I don't mind living my whole life having this one friend only.