Yesterday, when I was about to finish my office day with a smile, something just pissed me off so badly that I could feel the heat around my ears when I was in the bus. All along I had this stupid notion in me that people are born to help other people out. Other people who you don't even know much. I had this beliefe that if I continue to do that then that makes me a better person. Well, at least I got myself convinced that there is no harm doing that. But, today I realised that may be I should not help them unconditionally. Maybe, I should use them. Or, on the other hand, maybe I should not at all expect that I would get something in return from them. But, all I wanted was a little gratitude, a little acknowledgement from them which would make them more humane than ever. Later, I got to realise that maybe its supposed to be in this way. In the path of mysterious life you and me will be helping others all the time. Maybe, we were born with this f*cken quality of helping others without f*cken expecting anything in return.