:: ZLife ::

:: Saturday, May 31, 2003 ::

"Superficial Congeniality" - is the notion of having "false kindness" toward a loosing company. This means, if a company is loosing and the owners say "ehhh lets keep it" - thats where "superficial congeniality" comes in. Instead of keeping a loosing company, its better to merge it or to abundone it and use whatever capital to start fresh.

These words that I wrote here just came in my head after listening to the CEO of GE. Its amazing how intelligent these guys are. There's so much to learn from them.

:: Zia 3:56 PM [+] ::
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I don't know whether its good or bad, but sometimes I do let my emotions and imaginations take over my brains. Maybe, because I am almost 99.99% of my time using my brain. Brain is a really complicated area of science. I get amazed by its capabilities, variations and mostly the way it works. Science still could not figure out completely how this small 'body part' of human being work.

If anybody is wondering by now, how does this brain do all these things in all these different ways, and wondering how does the mechanism work, then you can visit: http://www.vh.org/adult/provider/anatomy/BrainAnatomy/Ch1Text/Section02.html. <== if you have a soft heart (well, less tolerability) on visual images of anatomical human body, then please don't go there.

I have always had this huge interest on human brain, how it really works and all. I vaguely know its all eletromegnatic pulses. In simple english, electromagnetic pulses roaming through neuron cells in the brain causes us to do what we do. So simple, yet so hard to understand and believe. But, amazingly these electromagnetic pulses cannot work solo, they have to work in a team to do something sensible. So, the concept of "neuron union" can be implied here. If you are really keen to know, go here to get an overview: http://www.sciencenet.org.uk/database/Social/Original/s00001d.html and http://www.sciencenet.org.uk/database/Social/Original/s00012d.html.

:: Zia 12:18 AM [+] ::
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While I was talking to my buddy Saif today, he made me realise something. Something that I would never really want to think about. That, "I am old". I am getting old. I am almost there to say "sayonara". While it seemed to me that he is just trying to ignite a good start for himself, I felt like I have already been there, done those. Back when I was in the university with him, when he was busy discovering the "wonders" of life, I was then thinking about how to become like those who zooooms on the road with their cars. Not that my father didn't have any car, or I was living a poor life, but, I had this "anger", this "passion" in me of doing something, of being someone, for owning something by myself... Maybe, I pushed myself toward the edge too much, and I never cared what was happening around me, because, I had to just reach there. But, now at this point of my life, I realise, I didn't do anything wrong, that was what I supposed to do. Maybe, I could have taken the easiest possible way that came to me and get there the easiest and quickest possible way. I didn't take those path (not that those path never came to me). I chose the hard path. I am in that path now. Maybe, in about 10 years of time, it might seem that I haven't achieved anything and proven useless. But, thats not what it would look like. As it says, everything is relative.

Now sitting here, looking at this small screen of my latptop (which is kinda cute), feeling the cool air all around me, in this fine apartment (fine enough for me) with all these latest gadgets around me, with all the surrounding people who respects me when they talk to me and seeing myself standing at a land that does not belong to my forefather I can say that "I achieved it". 'Cause, in this path of achievement I never accepted a single gesture of help from anyone. Yes, I am gratefull to my parents. If you compare that gratefullness against the responsibilities of every parents' toward their children, then I should call myself lucky. If they were not there, I wouldn't be here. But, thats my parents. They cannot be compared with "ANYONE". I think by now, you know what I am talking about. So I will call it a night and say the ultimate epigram that I am going to digitally engrave here:

I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED IT ALL WITH MY SKILLS AND ONLY MY SKILLS. HAVE YOU? ANALYSE THAT.

(Did that sound too vain, or I am just angry with those who gets it easily and pretends nothing happened?)
:: Zia 1:58 AM [+] ::
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Yeah I agree... Life is like music... Sometimes its sad, sometimes happy, sometimes moody, sometimes indifferent (just a song), sometimes it doesn't make any sense at all (for me "livina la loca" - I have no idea what heck is he singing about).
:: Zia 1:37 AM [+] ::
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How amazing it is when just a few notes of music can sooth your mind..I love music... you give me music 24 hrs a day and i am the most happiest person around..I believe that what ever kind of mood you're in theres a music for it.. i guess life is like that too we all follow a pattern of music..dont you think so to ? ;)
:: Tina 1:18 PM [+] ::
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